The I entry

Update

What ive been...
Ive been busy...
Ive been lazing...
Ive been failing...
Ive been bored...
Ive been boring...
Ive been irritating...
Ive been depressed...
Ive been empty...
Ive been sighing...
Ive been missing...

What ive not been...

Not been blogging...updating...
Not been trying...
Not been doing...
Not been concentrating...
Not been forgetting...
Not been a friend...
Not be somebody...

I actually tried to write a poem (yeah...me...a poet...a lovely thought...) as as soon as I started to type...I had already forgotten the words in my head...(another not huh? not been creative) Well as long as you get the picture (of the post) It doesnt really matter... I will try to update more often..I really have got to start pushing...and stop dwelling... Too many thought for my tiny brain to hold...I do sound like as if Im rambling here...sorry but yeah...

I HAVE GOT TO START somewhere before it gets too late... Hmmm...actually...Im good at starting things...just bad at ending...I rarely finish up things that I start doing...But as sson as I purchase something- for example- I cannot wait to get home and start on it ( or even take it out on the bus and train) I think I just cannot get enough of new things... END!! END!! Anyway...START and END!! before it is too late... motto of the day...Do I actually make sense here...seriously? Oh well...

Take care all...