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humans can be superstitious... like why is it it is bad to take a picture with 3 people? Ans: because one person in the group would separate from the other two... Is this true...? or just coincidences...? It is always hard to keep a relationship anyway... I remember always taking pictures with my cousin and sis when we were young...but as we grew up, we stopped talking...in fact, we have not met for eons... is it the curse? no...just that we grew up and things werent the same.. I still do care for my cousin... wonder if the cousin would be getting married soon...keep having dreams that the cousin.. When I was in sec sch...took pictures with 2 other friends...but had a misunderstanding with 1 of the girls...and after that...had no friends in sec school....was it the curse? It was my own doing actually...listening to people...being too sensitive...not being clear headed...possessive... Oh well...at least that girl has those people...whom i listened to...as her forever friends... It doesnt matter...me have me dearies... he he... ya...u reading this... Yes, it is not the superstition...(yes...youve been busy...and have other prople to think/care)
It is not because you got up on the wrong side of the bed...It is not because you walked under the ladder...It is not because you switched seats while eating....the list goes on!!! Most of the time, superstitions seem silly... but we still belive them... they are drilled in our heads..carved on our brains..imprints..we know... some superstitions are like our culture! We do question them...but we still do or avoid them... oh welll...we humans are always looking for reasons...but we are followers... even the most hard headed person is a follower...

Human race...we are all of that race arent we? Are we all that different?? character wise...yes we are different...but there are similarities...looks? not really...its been said there are 7 other people (or is it 6) who looks like u in this earth...(could be more/less now with plastic surgery...who wld want to look like me anyway?) we all have a nose...2 eyes...2 ears...a mouth...a face... different colour makes the world a more interesting place to live in...variety... he he... so whats the big deal? why is it that humans are subdivided...segregated... if it's not race...it's religion...or class...

It is sad that...he is being excluded...because his choice partner is not of his similar group...what i dont get is why cant humans coexist in this world... why I say that...? war...fight for power...etc and this guy who is brave enough to choose something different (problem so little in a big big world...hahaha) Why is it that his friends, who he listens to...confides in...disapprove...is it because the know she is not for him...or because the girl is not from a similar group...? If its the former...good for them... The final outcome...it was just not meant to be... God...I have the song Im a big,big girl in a big big world in my head now...
I think Ive writen much...too much... I do not know if i even make sense...(do i?) I still do miss....i mean it...and i don't want regrets.. Don't look back...